1667: Not Alive, Just Living, Lou Lou Sainsbury with Rosa Irwin Clark & Cédric Fauq, Nottingham Contemporary, August 2019
Sucker, etching out and wish
I knew the vampire
One cannot - reflections are a trick
The shadow of the train at 1:46am
The evergreen - I REMEMBER
the prolonged
Sucker, you could do me so well.
TOTAL TERROR, TOTAL ALL OF IT
NOW - I REMEMBER
Gone - Sucker, slobbering on branches and grazed twig
skin
flakes, spit hanging from the leaves
suckling up the sweetest edges of them.
TOTAL OVERGO -
TOTAL TERROR TO THE MURDERERS OF
CHARLOTTESVILLE.
I hope your blood stays from my mouth
TOTAL TERROR TO THE ICE, YARLS WOOD AND THE
CONCENTRATION CAMPS.
- living happens -
TOTAL TERROR AND EXORCISM of our hands, feet, our
silence.
TOTAL TERROR TO THE FASCIST INSTITUTIONS. Your
years
Stretch out and will be
Gone -
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNKS OF 2050
EXORCISE ALL - GONE - I REMEMBER
ALL TERROR TO THE BORDER POLICE.
SUCKER - WE ARE
TOTAL COMPLICITY
THIS HOUSE IS NO HOME.
I knew the vampire
One cannot - reflections are a trick
The shadow of the train at 1:46am
The evergreen - I REMEMBER
the prolonged
exposure = DEATH
Sucker, you could do me so well.
TOTAL TERROR, TOTAL ALL OF IT
NOW - I REMEMBER
Gone - Sucker, slobbering on branches and grazed twig
skin
flakes, spit hanging from the leaves
suckling up the sweetest edges of them.
TOTAL OVERGO -
EATING IT UP
NOW
“WE ARE OF THIS WORLD BUT NOT FOR IT”
WE ARE LOOSE DOGS.
WE ARE LOOSE DOGS.
TOTAL TERROR TO THE MURDERERS OF
CHARLOTTESVILLE.
I hope your blood stays from my mouth
TOTAL TERROR TO THE ICE, YARLS WOOD AND THE
CONCENTRATION CAMPS.
- living happens -
TOTAL TERROR AND EXORCISM of our hands, feet, our
silence.
TOTAL TERROR TO THE FASCIST INSTITUTIONS. Your
years
Stretch out and will be
Gone -
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNKS OF 2050
EXORCISE ALL - GONE - I REMEMBER
ALL TERROR TO THE BORDER POLICE.
SUCKER - WE ARE
THE SUCKERS
TOTAL
TERROR
THE TOXIC
CHILDREN
TOTAL COMPLICITY
THIS HOUSE IS NO HOME.
“The eight legs of the devil now are crawling up my
spine.”
Me smothered in blood, layed across my chest
For all the lives forgot - Gone -
TOTAL TERROR -
Staring hard
IT NOW NO
Sucker - London is eating itself
alive
TOTAL SLOW
Only transformations possible now
have to, NO
Gone - change is a certain
Sucker - possible choice
GONE - CHANGE -
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2019.
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2020.
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2030.
Still living - Gone -
Sucker, You have it for dinner,
ripped red between teeth, feeding on the splashy neck
of my brothers, sisters and siblings, my fellow TOXIC
children
We’ll drive our stakes through shadows
And get nothing in return
ALL TERROR and exorcise the nazi punks. With the light
on, dim, sipping it up. devouring, to eat the hands after
sucking.
WHEN WE ARE DEAD WE ONLY BECOME MORE
POWERFUL.
spine.”
Me smothered in blood, layed across my chest
For all the lives forgot - Gone -
TOTAL TERROR -
Staring hard
IT NOW NO
NO
Sucker - London is eating itself
alive
TOTAL SLOW
ONLY BROKEN
CIRCLES FOR NOW
Only transformations possible now
have to, NO
Gone - change is a certain
Sucker - possible choice
GONE - CHANGE -
SUCKER - TOTAL
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2019.
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2020.
ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2030.
Still living - Gone -
TOTAL TERROR
Sucker, You have it for dinner,
ripped red between teeth, feeding on the splashy neck
of my brothers, sisters and siblings, my fellow TOXIC
children
We’ll drive our stakes through shadows
And get nothing in return
ALL TERROR and exorcise the nazi punks. With the light
on, dim, sipping it up. devouring, to eat the hands after
sucking.
WHEN WE ARE DEAD WE ONLY BECOME MORE
POWERFUL.
“WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?”
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
“WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?”
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?
WHO ARE YOU?”
WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
ARE YOU LISTENING?
WHO ARE YOU? - TOTAL - NO - SUCKER
Upcoming Projects
August 2019 - Issue 10: Glossolalia, SALT. Editorial, Montez Press, Cell Project Space, London
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