1667: Not Alive, Just Living, Lou Lou Sainsbury with Rosa Irwin Clark & Cédric Fauq, Nottingham Contemporary, August 2019


Sucker, etching out and wish
I knew the vampire
One cannot - reflections are a trick
The shadow of the train at 1:46am
The evergreen - I REMEMBER


the prolonged
exposure = DEATH


Sucker, you could do me so well.

TOTAL TERROR, TOTAL ALL OF IT
NOW - I REMEMBER

Gone - Sucker, slobbering on branches and grazed twig
skin

flakes, spit hanging from the leaves
suckling up the sweetest edges of them.

TOTAL OVERGO -
EATING IT UP

NOW


“WE ARE OF THIS WORLD BUT NOT FOR IT”

WE ARE LOOSE DOGS.

TOTAL TERROR TO THE MURDERERS OF
CHARLOTTESVILLE.

I hope your blood stays from my mouth
TOTAL TERROR TO THE ICE, YARLS WOOD AND THE
CONCENTRATION CAMPS.

- living happens -
TOTAL TERROR AND EXORCISM of our hands, feet, our
silence.

TOTAL TERROR TO THE FASCIST INSTITUTIONS. Your 
years

Stretch out and will be
Gone -

ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNKS OF 2050
EXORCISE ALL - GONE - I REMEMBER
ALL TERROR TO THE BORDER POLICE.

SUCKER - WE ARE
THE SUCKERS

TOTAL
TERROR

THE TOXIC
CHILDREN


TOTAL COMPLICITY
THIS HOUSE IS NO HOME.


“The eight legs of the devil now are crawling up my
spine.”


Me smothered in blood, layed across my chest
For all the lives forgot - Gone -

TOTAL TERROR -


Staring hard

IT           NOW           NO
NO



Sucker - London is eating itself
alive


TOTAL SLOW
ONLY BROKEN
CIRCLES FOR NOW



Only transformations possible now
have to,       NO
Gone - change is a certain
Sucker - possible choice


GONE - CHANGE -
SUCKER - TOTAL


ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2019.

ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2020.

ALL TERROR TO THE NAZI PUNK IN 2030.

Still living - Gone -
TOTAL TERROR


Sucker, You have it for dinner,

ripped red between teeth, feeding on the splashy neck
of my brothers, sisters and siblings, my fellow TOXIC
children


We’ll drive our stakes through shadows
And get nothing in return

ALL TERROR and exorcise the nazi punks. With the light
on, dim, sipping it up. devouring, to eat the hands after
sucking.

WHEN WE ARE DEAD WE ONLY BECOME MORE
POWERFUL.








“WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?


WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?

WHO ARE YOU?”


WHERE ARE YOU NOW?


ARE YOU LISTENING?

WHO ARE YOU? - TOTAL - NO - SUCKER





Upcoming Projects
August 2019 - Issue 10: Glossolalia, SALT. Editorial, Montez Press, Cell Project Space, London
October to December 2019 - A Sharp Cut of Grass, Well Projects, Margate
2019 - Associate faculty of Conditions, 89 Gloucester Road, Croydon
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